What if...

What if I had married that partner who couldn’t spell steak?

Like most over-thinkers, the “what ifs” rule my life. Anxiety is ever present. I worry about practically everything.

Thankfully, I married an incredible man that keeps me in check with reality and reels me back when the worries creep in. I’m even more grateful for the man I married when I compare him to the other choice I could have made -- the choice to marry and legally bind myself to a guy who liked to brush my hair and go out for “brockly” and “steek” once a week.

I dodged a bullet getting away from Brockly Guy, but nonetheless, I think of that close call like one of those ‘choose your own adventure’ books, where certain narrative choices lead to different plot outcomes. That’s basically my brain in a nutshell. On the one hand, the anxiety is fuel that drives and pushes me every single day. But it’s also the thing that keeps me from truly enjoying my life the way I ought to be.

Luckily for me, there’s microdosing! 

As a cultivator, I often frazzle my nerves when choosing which genetics to plant, and I always stress out over whether or not the product will be attractive to buyers on the other end. But when you step back and think about it, this process is totally ineffective and is no way to run a business.

So what’s the solution? Simply put, we team up the producers and the makers and start being proactive. We share planting inventory or have clients customize crops. No more surprises. No more wondering if what you want will be available when you need it.

I’m talking on demand and customized cultivation.

Come on, let’s do this before I have an anxiety attack.

Here is a link to my calendar. Set up a 30 minute discovery call and we can talk needs and timeline. I am not as weird as I sound in this blog, promise.